cont for last post.

dammit i am insane.. take away the pain.. when the time u look at my eye. told me u love me.. i can c clearly my love is not blind..u were my everythings and i really miz u.. i wish eveerthings could turn out difren.. i got special feeling for u.. i tot maybe u too.. no matter wt u always in my heart.. forever. remembeer the 1st time u came to my hse.. u look like angel . u said u were my best fren .. is that a lie.. i do miz u.. no matter u with me.. or u dunt.. i just wan u to be happy. without u.. everthings seem strange.. we can make it work..i think about it and its bring tear to my eyes. it seem so magical. reaching ur heart . i noe i still there. i dunt wan to hear u no longer care.i try . try and i am trying. now inside feel like i am dying.. i tot we were main to be.. i guess now we never noe.