goodbye

bye bye to dis blog.... i think its time to end this blog.. no more mood for it.. reason i started it is meaningles now.. maybe i will make new bloggie some other time.. soli to all reader.. i will link d new blog here..

yea right..

i dunno wat to say.. u talk seem like i tok ur whole life away. but u gonna understand.. wat u did to her was wrong.i am glad she mad at u.. everytime u make her upsad she dunt even told u. infact she find me...she really like u and in fact she love u. when it come to end she dumb u. u broke her heart. it took so long for u to realise. its all set and done.. i noe u miz her but u dissed her. she was ur everythings but now i wif her.. u can regret all u wan to.. let me ask u .. u remember wat u said.. how come u talk to her fren and get to with her... dunt try to deny it. dunt find a way to lie now.. i dunt understand wat u wan from her.. all u wan was to take full advantages.full of comand and demand. u tot u the only damn man in dis planet. now look at urself..u r nth but a mess..wat u did is wat u get..i just finish talking to ur ex.dunt bliv she told me that she on depressed.. when its come to love its like a terories. maybe she will be more happy without. y dunt just let her go.. i knew it was real.."i am soli bout the pain i make u feel."

cont for last post.

dammit i am insane.. take away the pain.. when the time u look at my eye. told me u love me.. i can c clearly my love is not blind..u were my everythings and i really miz u.. i wish eveerthings could turn out difren.. i got special feeling for u.. i tot maybe u too.. no matter wt u always in my heart.. forever. remembeer the 1st time u came to my hse.. u look like angel . u said u were my best fren .. is that a lie.. i do miz u.. no matter u with me.. or u dunt.. i just wan u to be happy. without u.. everthings seem strange.. we can make it work..i think about it and its bring tear to my eyes. it seem so magical. reaching ur heart . i noe i still there. i dunt wan to hear u no longer care.i try . try and i am trying. now inside feel like i am dying.. i tot we were main to be.. i guess now we never noe.

hehe.. for fun~

this goes out to some1 that was once the most important person in my life. i dint realise it at the time.i cant forgive myself for the way i treated you so.i dunt really expect to u to either. you the one that i wan, the one that i need, the one that i gonna have to succeed .when the 1st time saw i noe it was real. i am soli about the pain i made you feel.that wasnt me, let me show u d way. i look fo rthe sun but its raining today.i rmb when i first look into urs eyes.it was like i was there heaven in the skies.i din wanna get hurt but i din know i made everything worse.u told me we were crazy in love,but u din care when push came to shove.if u love me as much as u said u dit.then u wont have hurt me so badly. now u push me away like u never even knew me.i love u with my heart really and truly.i guess u forget all the time we shared. when i would run my fingeeer throught ur hair.late night just holding you in my airms.i dunno how i could do you so wrong. i really need to hold u.i really wanna know u like no1 else can know u.u numbeer 1 in my heart.and now i cant believe that our love torn apart. i need you and i miss u and i wan u and i love u cause i wanna hold u i wanna kiss u , u were everythings and i really miss u . your name is foreveer planted in my brain... peace 22 coming soon~

hurt?

alot of ppl said my blog post hurt them.. omg.. so i decide not to post anymore... till the day i need to recall my memories

if i

• if i have to live my life without u
• if i have to live my life without u near me
• if i have to live my life without ur care
• if i have to live my life without ur voice
• if i have to live my life without ur laughter
• if i have to live my life without ur love
• if i have to live my life without ur smile
• if i have to live my life without ur whisper beside my ears
• if i have to live my life without ur hug
• if i have to live my life without u holding my hand
• if i have to live my life without u bite me for fun
• if i have to live my life without u talk to me when i bored
• if i have to live my life without u accompany me do somethings i like
• if i have to live my life without u angry with me
• if i have to live my life without u scare for me
• if i have to live my life without u kept thinking negatif
• if i have to live my life without u stoping me from gaming
• if i have to live my life without u miss me
• if i have to live my life without u be my listener
• if i have to live my life without u accept wat i am
• if i have to live my life without u sing for me
• if i have to live my life without u kept bothering me
• if i have to live my life without u asking me alot of why
• if i have to live my life without u worry for me
• if i have to live my life without u thinking of me all the time
• if i have to live my life without u wake me up in d morning
• if i have to live my life without u fight with me sometime
• if i have to live my life without u cry for me
• if i have to live my life without every single things u done for me
• my life totally meaningless..
• if i have to live my life without u,
• its d end of steven?
• noob post...

so near!

Though all of it might end soon. I still wanna take that ride wif u. Tat magical ride 2 d moon. Where on the way, stars r nvr a few. u r the perfect past time. u r my perfect little crime. I wont let go of any given chance. To have this nvr ending dance. The whole world is just u and me. Wild, young and free. Though its not gonna be a long journey. But Im glad, our love still special

storm

great picture great story.

• how does it feel drop tear for some one who dont even care?
• how does it feel when u done somethings they dunt even appreciate?
• how does it feel when u crying but the one u need not there?
• how does it feel when u lost someone u care?
• how does it feel when u alone in the dark room facing wall for nth?
• how does it feel when u depressed and cant tell other?
• how does it feel kept a secret forever?

storm .. i love storm.. it show the tear and sorrow of nature

for ms carrot

lol... not me draw de o... hahahha soon gor gor .. he said u like doraemon.. hahah i took a pic as d prove!!

=.=??? dunt take dis serious

dream of your hands and literally felt them touching my face. you were standing behind me while i was sitting on a chair. i didn't manage to turn and look at you. but i know, there and then that, it was you. what should i do to turn everything right again? whatever it takes, im willing to take the risk. i'll trade in anything, everything.. for your love. sigh. this is what happen if i don't force myself to sleep before midnight. its been .four.4.months. my god.

• when will this end?
• when will i stop my dota?
• when i be more sensitif to u
• when i can get the feeling to care more?
• when i will be the best of ur heart.?

its not a poem

• felt like it was just yesterday,
• we were both standing in the pouring rain,
• u waited for me to shade you with my umbrella,
• I insisted to wait for the rain to stop,
• I cant blame u when u left and ran for cover,
• I guess I should have done what Im suppose to do.
• if you ever turn back to find me,
• u might nt find me...
• but, Im not gone, just a little far away.
• I'm sorry that i arrived a little too late, and i left a little too soon
• this is not a poem.
• its just a picture of a wall

kx birthday

18XX .. pls dunt scrol down if u r weak. esp female.. hahaha birthday boy nude pic owh.. after cover the snake.......

happy

• Im happy cause we r under the same sky.
• Im happy cause we breath the same air.
• Im happy when I see your unmissable face.
• Im happy when you smile so brightly.
• Im happy when your eyes are locked with mine.
• Im happy cause you never failed to mesmerize me.
• Im happy when I feel the way I do about you.
• Im happy cause you r happy too.

amazing!

how nice it is when u sad and ur parent there for u.. forever love for family how sweet it is when u r cold and some one u love hug u thru the day.. sweet memories that will remain forever

kite

• 
• my mood is getting worst day by day...
• i fcking hate this feeling.
• the word inside u...
• i feel like ending it..but..
• i love you very much.
• i want it to last.
• but..its killing me inside.
• wat should i do?
• u r far apart from me now.
• i need a listener.=(
• can we be like last time?
• have u no longer got the feeling like last time?
• i love this picture.. its look free and alive
• never kite b4..
• hope the chance will come.
• where we can spent our time together

i have somethings

Im sorry that I didn't update my blog.

Its getting very silent here >.<

slightly Sick...

I dont know when to start,what to write.

many things that happen thru out the days

laughter, tears, smile, anger, moody

i dont think i wanna start it.I don`t wanna confess it here

There times i wanna just scream!

should i scream or should i cry?

i sound so Emo now.

sorry

Sometimes I belive that everthing has an end,

In meeting and parting, there are times where neither will last forever,

love??

Those 3 words are just too easy to say. They are overrated. Its nt wat they say that makes u feel loved. Its wat they do. What they r willing to do. Personally, if u were to say those 3 words to a person. Prove it, show it and put it into actions. Because those 3 words could be quite unconvincing at times. Tonnes of people say it but do they really mean it? Family, friends or love birds they r all the same. Its wat you do that counts, nt wat u say. If u feel so reluctant all the time to do something. Either for him or for her, then u should just hide away. Of course, we r nt forbidden to use it. We use it all the time. But, we all know ourselves, which r those we truly hold dearly. There a special math equation for every single person on your list. u did your math so u know your own answers. Unwillingness and hold backs are signals. They send out unwanted vibes when u are indecisive with your decisions. When u cant even answer a yes or a no. When u cant even do something for someone u said u love. So r u for real? Or r u just being phony? u think u r loving right, or maybe u are. But perhaps it just nt enough. So its nt it after all. We r sometimes to some people that way ourselves. cant be helped. Its just like the song. Sometimes loves just nt enough. all this came out after i 1st saw this picture.. so simply but touching

haha 4 dis

way to stop boy smoke

clz scholol =.=

• I think that going to school now a days are like, wasting the carrot time!
• Its like,everyone is gonna get effing sick!
• especially those who got infected by H1N1.
• feel bad for them!....
• We ,Malaysians should complain about this shitty situation!
• other countries closed all school!.
• Our country`s death toll is the 6th highest in this damn earth!
• Just use some common sense lah!
• MUST WE CLOSE SCHOOLS?
• most of you will agree ,right?
• but we are just students.....
• i think my uni should close for dis sem . haha*cough*
• Life is really unpredictable, and sometimes fate is out of your hands.
• However, we still have the authority to create sweet memories right here, right now, before things go out of order.

omg!!

i think my blog goin to bcum emo again.. i dunt wan dis.. influence by vC a.k.a carrot.. this cannot be.. omg omg omg.. i cant stop say omg.. omg .. hehe aiks... anywhere song by yiruma was just amazing.. how sad he is everyday .. haha.. dunt worry bout me.. its only for awhile.. sad song sad feeling then emo... emokidz.. ops.. alot of test coming soon.. nth to worry about.. i'm good. *cough*.. hahahah anywhere +u(jia you) haha my dear teach me de "+" read in chinese and "u" in english.. heheehe so carrottttttttt

lol

time to reset.. i said wan to reset on 15000.. aiks.. pass d.. so now is 150140 d.. gonna set it bck 0 hahahhaha dunt view my blog so often.. haha i wont update much..haha

lol copy other

i found dis blog post and i think its expres my feeling......"this is weird . why am i feeling so down ? could it be you ? or you ? or maybe you ? or is it just something ? hmm , i asked myself again and again but there's just no answers . going through the blog just recalls back about all the past happenings . how happy i was , how sad i was , how disappointed i was etc etc . emotions is such a big thing subdivided into many different emotions . God is great , ain't he ? without emotions , we will all be bored . you will not want to stick with one emotion for the rest of your life , will u ? hahaha . i am not sure that what is it inside me that i am trying to convey . what i can say is.. i am just being a little emotional in this post . let's just follow the flow =) . i am contented with my life now ."

H1n1 song..

so funny .. alot of dis stuff on youtube.. check this out ...click here

chop and stick

huh... last few day go chop and stick haiz... hard to bliv that kind of place got alot of ppl.. haha the food taste sucks.. haha maybe they never try d best yet.. hahaha took some pic.. heheh my key.o yeah.. my favourite snack... now get so expensive d.. RM0.30/1.. walao.. i can get it RM 0.10 last time

clean and clear

• we make things clear
• we do things clean
• we dont cheat
• we dont lie
• we must accept lose
• we play to win
• we feel shame win with cheat
• we learn to lose proud
• we hate cheat
• we hate ppl that cant accept to lose
• we feel shame for d cheater
• we end up to be the best
• u end up to be loser forever

huh~ claz started

p/s :a moment last a sec, memory last forever

Some random pic

hiak hiak

vs

dis song good! update song d

• I like the way you wanted me
• Every night for so long babyI like the way you needed me
• Every time things got rocky
• I was believing in you
• Was I mistaken do you say,
• Do you say what you mean
• I want our love to last forever
• But I`d rather you be mean than love and lie
• I`d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
• I`d rather take a blow at least then I would know
• But baby dont you break my heart slow
• I like the way youd hold me
• Every night for so long baby
• And I like the way youd say my name
• In the middle of the night
• While you were sleeping
• I was believing in you
• Was I mistaken
• Do you mean, mean what you say
• When you say our love could last forever
• Well ,I`d rather you be mean than love and lie
• I`d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
• I`d rather take a blow at least then I would know
• But baby dont you break my heart slow
• You would run around and lead me on forever
• While I wait at home thinking that were together
• I wanted our love to last forever
• Well Id rather you be mean than love and lie
• Id rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
• Id rather take a blow at least then I would know
• But baby dont you break my heart slow

gosh!

click HERE to gross yourselves out. THIS SO GROSS I WANT TO DIG MY EYES OUT!!! AND I STILL HAVE NO IDEA WHY AM I GIVING YOU GUYS THE LINK! GOD.... i hate myself and now i hate cheese

hoho.. good day and great time!

watch dis mv just now.. hoho very nice! hehehh!!! peter zai so enjoy wow!! its me. hard to bliv haha!! steven the cameraman another masterpiece hiak hiak liang chai.. wow!! i wont kill u! peter enjoying d meal.. hehe i tok dis pic ya!! very nice rite.. huh.. me me me.. oya my lemon cheese cake!! love it marble cheese cake o!! burger!! carrot cake poridge some black paper lamb.. hehe strawberry milkshare. me ss again peter thinking hard.. liang chai o hahah susan tok dis.. boleh tahan o lol.. me ss.. haha.. jusco balakong->greenbox->mv ticket-> secret recipe-> movie-> food and tea-> home