Monday, August 31, 2009

for ms carrot

lol... not me draw de o... hahahha soon gor gor .. he said u like doraemon.. hahah i took a pic as d prove!!

=.=??? dunt take dis serious

dream of your hands and literally felt them touching my face. you were standing behind me while i was sitting on a chair. i didn't manage to turn and look at you. but i know, there and then that, it was you. what should i do to turn everything right again? whatever it takes, im willing to take the risk. i'll trade in anything, everything.. for your love. sigh. this is what happen if i don't force myself to sleep before midnight. its been .four.4.months. my god.
  • when will this end?
  • when will i stop my dota?
  • when i be more sensitif to u
  • when i can get the feeling to care more?
  • when i will be the best of ur heart.?

Saturday, August 29, 2009

its not a poem

  • felt like it was just yesterday,
  • we were both standing in the pouring rain,
  • u waited for me to shade you with my umbrella,
  • I insisted to wait for the rain to stop,
  • I cant blame u when u left and ran for cover,
  • I guess I should have done what Im suppose to do.
  • if you ever turn back to find me,
  • u might nt find me...
  • but, Im not gone, just a little far away.
  • I'm sorry that i arrived a little too late, and i left a little too soon
  • this is not a poem.
  • its just a picture of a wall

Thursday, August 27, 2009

kx birthday

18XX .. pls dunt scrol down if u r weak. esp female.. hahaha birthday boy nude pic owh.. after cover the snake.......

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

happy

  • Im happy cause we r under the same sky.
  • Im happy cause we breath the same air.
  • Im happy when I see your unmissable face.
  • Im happy when you smile so brightly.
  • Im happy when your eyes are locked with mine.
  • Im happy cause you never failed to mesmerize me.
  • Im happy when I feel the way I do about you.
  • Im happy cause you r happy too.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

amazing!

how nice it is when u sad and ur parent there for u.. forever love for family how sweet it is when u r cold and some one u love hug u thru the day.. sweet memories that will remain forever

Sunday, August 23, 2009

kite

  • my mood is getting worst day by day...
  • i fcking hate this feeling.
  • the word inside u...
  • i feel like ending it..but..
  • i love you very much.
  • i want it to last.
  • but..its killing me inside.
  • wat should i do?
  • u r far apart from me now.
  • i need a listener.=(
  • can we be like last time?
  • have u no longer got the feeling like last time?
  • i love this picture.. its look free and alive
  • never kite b4..
  • hope the chance will come.
  • where we can spent our time together

Saturday, August 22, 2009

i have somethings

Im sorry that I didn't update my blog.
Its getting very silent here >.<
slightly Sick...
I dont know when to start,what to write.
many things that happen thru out the days
laughter, tears, smile, anger, moody
i dont think i wanna start it.I don`t wanna confess it here
There times i wanna just scream!
should i scream or should i cry?
i sound so Emo now.
sorry
Sometimes I belive that everthing has an end,
In meeting and parting, there are times where neither will last forever,

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

love??

Those 3 words are just too easy to say. They are overrated. Its nt wat they say that makes u feel loved. Its wat they do. What they r willing to do. Personally, if u were to say those 3 words to a person. Prove it, show it and put it into actions. Because those 3 words could be quite unconvincing at times. Tonnes of people say it but do they really mean it? Family, friends or love birds they r all the same. Its wat you do that counts, nt wat u say. If u feel so reluctant all the time to do something. Either for him or for her, then u should just hide away. Of course, we r nt forbidden to use it. We use it all the time. But, we all know ourselves, which r those we truly hold dearly. There a special math equation for every single person on your list. u did your math so u know your own answers. Unwillingness and hold backs are signals. They send out unwanted vibes when u are indecisive with your decisions. When u cant even answer a yes or a no. When u cant even do something for someone u said u love. So r u for real? Or r u just being phony? u think u r loving right, or maybe u are. But perhaps it just nt enough. So its nt it after all. We r sometimes to some people that way ourselves. cant be helped. Its just like the song. Sometimes loves just nt enough. all this came out after i 1st saw this picture.. so simply but touching

Sunday, August 16, 2009

haha 4 dis

way to stop boy smoke

clz scholol =.=

  • I think that going to school now a days are like, wasting the carrot time!
  • Its like,everyone is gonna get effing sick!
  • especially those who got infected by H1N1.
  • feel bad for them!....
  • We ,Malaysians should complain about this shitty situation!
  • other countries closed all school!.
  • Our country`s death toll is the 6th highest in this damn earth!
  • Just use some common sense lah!
  • MUST WE CLOSE SCHOOLS?
  • most of you will agree ,right?
  • but we are just students.....
  • i think my uni should close for dis sem . haha*cough*
  • Life is really unpredictable, and sometimes fate is out of your hands.
  • However, we still have the authority to create sweet memories right here, right now, before things go out of order.

Friday, August 14, 2009

omg!!

i think my blog goin to bcum emo again.. i dunt wan dis.. influence by vC a.k.a carrot.. this cannot be.. omg omg omg.. i cant stop say omg.. omg .. hehe aiks... anywhere song by yiruma was just amazing.. how sad he is everyday .. haha.. dunt worry bout me.. its only for awhile.. sad song sad feeling then emo... emokidz.. ops.. alot of test coming soon.. nth to worry about.. i'm good. *cough*.. hahahah anywhere +u(jia you) haha my dear teach me de "+" read in chinese and "u" in english.. heheehe so carrottttttttt

Thursday, August 13, 2009

lol

time to reset.. i said wan to reset on 15000.. aiks.. pass d.. so now is 150140 d.. gonna set it bck 0 hahahhaha dunt view my blog so often.. haha i wont update much..haha

lol copy other

i found dis blog post and i think its expres my feeling......"this is weird . why am i feeling so down ? could it be you ? or you ? or maybe you ? or is it just something ? hmm , i asked myself again and again but there's just no answers . going through the blog just recalls back about all the past happenings . how happy i was , how sad i was , how disappointed i was etc etc . emotions is such a big thing subdivided into many different emotions . God is great , ain't he ? without emotions , we will all be bored . you will not want to stick with one emotion for the rest of your life , will u ? hahaha . i am not sure that what is it inside me that i am trying to convey . what i can say is.. i am just being a little emotional in this post . let's just follow the flow =) . i am contented with my life now ."

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

H1n1 song..

so funny .. alot of dis stuff on youtube.. check this out ...click here

chop and stick

huh... last few day go chop and stick haiz... hard to bliv that kind of place got alot of ppl.. haha the food taste sucks.. haha maybe they never try d best yet.. hahaha took some pic.. heheh my key.o yeah.. my favourite snack... now get so expensive d.. RM0.30/1.. walao.. i can get it RM 0.10 last time

Saturday, August 8, 2009

clean and clear

  • we make things clear
  • we do things clean
  • we dont cheat
  • we dont lie
  • we must accept lose
  • we play to win
  • we feel shame win with cheat
  • we learn to lose proud
  • we hate cheat
  • we hate ppl that cant accept to lose
  • we feel shame for d cheater
  • we end up to be the best
  • u end up to be loser forever

Thursday, August 6, 2009

huh~ claz started

p/s :a moment last a sec, memory last forever

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Some random pic

hiak hiak

vs

Saturday, August 1, 2009

dis song good! update song d

  • I like the way you wanted me
  • Every night for so long babyI like the way you needed me
  • Every time things got rocky
  • I was believing in you
  • Was I mistaken do you say,
  • Do you say what you mean
  • I want our love to last forever
  • But I`d rather you be mean than love and lie
  • I`d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
  • I`d rather take a blow at least then I would know
  • But baby dont you break my heart slow
  • I like the way youd hold me
  • Every night for so long baby
  • And I like the way youd say my name
  • In the middle of the night
  • While you were sleeping
  • I was believing in you
  • Was I mistaken
  • Do you mean, mean what you say
  • When you say our love could last forever
  • Well ,I`d rather you be mean than love and lie
  • I`d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
  • I`d rather take a blow at least then I would know
  • But baby dont you break my heart slow
  • You would run around and lead me on forever
  • While I wait at home thinking that were together
  • I wanted our love to last forever
  • Well Id rather you be mean than love and lie
  • Id rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
  • Id rather take a blow at least then I would know
  • But baby dont you break my heart slow