shame on you

I trusted you to do the right thing. I trusted you to respect me as a friend and grant me my request at least for that night. I trusted you not to take my words for granted when I said to take it slow. You said "Okay." You even told me not to worry. In short, I believed it when you told me all those sweet words - all because in the simplest of terms, you were still someone I would have called a best friend. The best part is, you knew about the situation and his tolerance. So, shame on me for expecting more from you. And shame on you for betraying my trust like that. Your chance has come and gone. And what little love I had left that could have been stored is now lost. Congratulations.

how?

Do you know? How does it feel like knowing your mistake and not being able to forgive yourself? How does it feel like wandering around in the cold night? How does it feel like being afraid of falling when you can save yourself? How does it feel like thinking too much in the late night showers? How does it feel like being unable to sleep when you wished you could? How does it feel like being uncertain about everything? How does it feel like being fragile? How does it feel like being immature when everyone in the world thinks maturely? How does it feel like experiencing bad lucks in a day? But one thing I was amazed by myself, is that I am better in accepting bad lucks in this matter and I kept reminding myself that everything is going to be alright?

flying pig.. only on photograph

love

There are so many people who do not even live to see all that the beautiful world has to offer. There are people who do not even have the chance to experience the beauty of love. There are so many more who deserve more sympathy than I do. Do they shed their tears in silence? Do they bury their sorrows deep within their hearts? I want to tell the world about my misery because I am tired of hiding the depression in my soul.To forget you. Is not to remember you. Every single detail in life reflects you. Every MRT Station I see, every drink I drink, every shirt I wear. But to forget you, what I have to do is not to remember you.not to remember that we once shared that drink, not to remember that you bought me that shirt.Have I forgotten you? When I tried to forget you, I had just thought of you again. Are you, are you thinking of me now, as my mind revolves with your image, again and again?Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated..... Why do lyricists create such overemotional sentences? Why cant they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics? That is plain exaggeration. Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly....Why would a person cry for another person for hours? How could a person wait for his lover for years? That is plain silliness. I thought romance movies were just so stupid.... How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession? How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover? That is plain stupidity.When I realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you, I finally understand that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, inspired by the writers’ true stories.. how amazing it is.. ^^ while I will live in your mind endlessly. Because if both of us are to cry, I want to be the one who cries louder, I want to be the one who takes a longer time to recover. I want to absorb all the sadness from you

sienz

haiz... after finish classs at 11 rain so hard.. wait so long then go tapao at oldflat. haiz rain again..now my head got abit pain... lately so fan bout the move out things.. huh..haiz... kekek just now c c my hp image.. lol.. direct copy in comp.. upload here.. that is my sis o... i luk so ugly in d pic... hoho.. i think tuk dis pic when cny ..goin grandma hse de lo...

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herm... 2 same person.. after some make up and photo angle.. lol le... liang moi liao

only at japan.. wasabi kit kat

omg.. dis baby.. haiz

who lef it bhind

hi and bye

delete or kept

should i just clear all the picture we tuk b4 or just leave it. anywhere i think it's sweet memories i had with u all. misunderstanding make us cant even be fren. lazy to explain . when mit each other, wow u just ignore me.. same as i do.wahahah meaningless d. but for sure u r my fren forever. for ur information. i wont delete any picture tuk with u. coz there no more chance . its d end. happy ending? kekeke herm... goin to class soon.. chao.. hv a nice day. i will always waiting for u.. .>.<

herm..

y'day nite i saw niu niu on9 so go msg her,.. omg her sis lai de.. niu niu back kuching again...2nd times for dis month.. really getting so sick liao.. that wat her sis told me.. aiks... niu niu told me that she nid sleeping pill to fall asleep.. so swt.. always luan luan think.. also heard that maybe she nid to quit um.. just too stress for her..so pity of her... just hope she get well soon ..^^ jia you jia you.. next week 2nd ttest start de lo... huh... nid start study again.. so sienz.. herm...my room so suck.. hard to on9.. nid go near door.. huh >.<

wow.. kawai deska

♥ Umbrella in a bottle Some things are just not what they seem.Cuteness :)