Thursday, October 29, 2009

yea right..

i dunno wat to say.. u talk seem like i tok ur whole life away. but u gonna understand.. wat u did to her was wrong.i am glad she mad at u.. everytime u make her upsad she dunt even told u. infact she find me...she really like u and in fact she love u. when it come to end she dumb u. u broke her heart. it took so long for u to realise. its all set and done.. i noe u miz her but u dissed her. she was ur everythings but now i wif her.. u can regret all u wan to.. let me ask u .. u remember wat u said.. how come u talk to her fren and get to with her... dunt try to deny it. dunt find a way to lie now.. i dunt understand wat u wan from her.. all u wan was to take full advantages.full of comand and demand. u tot u the only damn man in dis planet. now look at urself..u r nth but a mess..wat u did is wat u get..i just finish talking to ur ex.dunt bliv she told me that she on depressed.. when its come to love its like a terories. maybe she will be more happy without. y dunt just let her go.. i knew it was real.."i am soli bout the pain i make u feel."

cont for last post.

dammit i am insane.. take away the pain.. when the time u look at my eye. told me u love me.. i can c clearly my love is not blind..u were my everythings and i really miz u.. i wish eveerthings could turn out difren.. i got special feeling for u.. i tot maybe u too.. no matter wt u always in my heart.. forever. remembeer the 1st time u came to my hse.. u look like angel . u said u were my best fren .. is that a lie.. i do miz u.. no matter u with me.. or u dunt.. i just wan u to be happy. without u.. everthings seem strange.. we can make it work..i think about it and its bring tear to my eyes. it seem so magical. reaching ur heart . i noe i still there. i dunt wan to hear u no longer care.i try . try and i am trying. now inside feel like i am dying.. i tot we were main to be.. i guess now we never noe.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

hehe.. for fun~

this goes out to some1 that was once the most important person in my life. i dint realise it at the time.i cant forgive myself for the way i treated you so.i dunt really expect to u to either. you the one that i wan, the one that i need, the one that i gonna have to succeed .when the 1st time saw i noe it was real. i am soli about the pain i made you feel.that wasnt me, let me show u d way. i look fo rthe sun but its raining today.i rmb when i first look into urs eyes.it was like i was there heaven in the skies.i din wanna get hurt but i din know i made everything worse.u told me we were crazy in love,but u din care when push came to shove.if u love me as much as u said u dit.then u wont have hurt me so badly. now u push me away like u never even knew me.i love u with my heart really and truly.i guess u forget all the time we shared. when i would run my fingeeer throught ur hair.late night just holding you in my airms.i dunno how i could do you so wrong. i really need to hold u.i really wanna know u like no1 else can know u.u numbeer 1 in my heart.and now i cant believe that our love torn apart. i need you and i miss u and i wan u and i love u cause i wanna hold u i wanna kiss u , u were everythings and i really miss u . your name is foreveer planted in my brain... peace 22 coming soon~