where r u?

where all the promise u make? do u forget? seem like all go as i expac to be.. all with just end .. but for me.. i really do wont forget every single word i promise .. tell me if i ever do.. i done everythings more than everyone can do just for u ...even hurt someone care for me.. ya i think u noe that better that everyone do... i always lie .. i admit.. that the only things i can do just too cover everythings.. get into with u just as beautiful as the flower grow... not that i emo or sad... happy coz get the chance to be with u.. i apreciate everyone that i noe.. afraid to lose.. jealousy,, just cant overcum it.. gambateh!! my world getting wide every single day,, but 1 thing for sure.. i wont forget u.. no matter wat happen.. saw u cried few times, tear is nth for me now.. emotional, that just me.. beware and care for someone u love.. dunt miss it out.. for sure u all will regret.. i found mine.. how bout u????

hehe..

y'day i on9 chat with my lecture(ying ying jie).. she send me a song.. i ignore the song after hear few sentence of the song... 3.00a.m.. after finish drama i click it.. omg.. the song really so sad...会呼吸的痛 soli that if i ever blame u for anythings that my fault.. hehe.. i appreciate all the help form u before.. i really do.. now i really love the song so much.. i noe that u hurt so bad.. even i cant understand the feeling.. wat i noe is u more cham than me... lost the one u love is not as simply i can said..as u said " no matter wat ppl said.. inside u , for sure will sad.." only in a single acident, everythings changed. fel so sorry for u and ur lover... hope that jie will get new gv soon.. cure the cut and try new.. i promise u will study hard from now on.. sstop fooling around... i really will do.. wont let u down anymore.. care for my result so much..hehe if got go labuan then find u la.. hehe y'day ying jie finally told me ur age.. omg.. u really luk younger... hehehe and pretty.. lately watch 溏心风暴之家好月圆 drama.. the character that cant talk.. really look like u.. remind me of how thin and cool u are outside.. hehehe oya... i forget said thx to regina lee jing ting ( xiao ting ting) hahahaha full name la... thx for the "shoe box" send to me o... so heavy le.. so many food.. but finish it jor lu... play play games eat eat finish jor.. final exam coming soon.. gonna get bz de lo... so i will jia you... heheheh i will sure remember wat u said to me de ying ying jie...ops ms liew then ngam... jia you jia you

continue to be sad and sorrow in my heart

herm.... after few month pass.. i still think that we can get over it and start our new life.. life is not that simply that i imagine.. someone u love and someone love u cannot be make just becoz u wan it.. hear the song form yiruma- kiss the rain.. i cant discribe my feeling.. i pretending to be happy everyday.. do silly things and try to make everyone surrounding me happy.. but for my own.. like mrs k said.. i always care ppl more than i care for myself.. that the way i'm.. last week i'm just too angry then stop my bloging.. i think that should'nt happen.. i should go on with my self.. stop thinking for other 1st .. wat more important is my future.. my b'day coming soon 22/10.. for me soon la!! y mrs r wan do this to me.. break my heart on the day... till now i just cant forget the way u said it . break up is nth for me.. but y must be on the day .. with the present u prepared for me.. think of u make my tear out of control... the way u treat me make me scare to hv new gf.. even i had.. i dunt dare to do so much from her.. i'm just scare... i only can wait for someone special.

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the end!!! F### all

1/9/2009

todaywan go the mines "gao" my hair leh.. cut and sunpian dye.. huh.. y'day got go out with niu niu jie lo... lol.. kml reunion nia.. but a\got 1 stranger.. haha forget his name..ah bong roommate lai de... last minutes then i called jackie pei me go mid valley.. hahah he walk from kpz to my kolej.. zadao.. its been awhile since the last tiems we all gather.. y'dayi oso understand somethings importat things in my life.. hahah.. life should get on