everyone disapointed me

31 may... that day supost to be the best day even...but all my fren spoil it. even my gf.. i'm so bored at that day so do some stupid test on u all.. i hope i dint run it on u .. but wat to do.. my 5 victim... oili... sandra...deborah.. regina and chuiyen.. on the day i msg them try to express my feeling but wat happen is they all turn me down... all said bz n got things to do.. wat and excuses i get from all.. 1st chui yen.. she my k'jie from kl.. walao.. i always hear u complain this n that to me.. gv u so many support. but u dint even reply the secont msg when i nid u .. its o.k coz ur c'dit always low.. the rest also had the same reason.. bz now find u later.. but all the later is just for me to waiti for nth... till the end of nite,, dint even got 1 person sms with me... wat am i to u all actually.. i always so care bout u all. spent most of my times on u all to care . when u all nid me i accompany u all with true hard.. be ur listener n so on.. but when the times for me.. u all just run away.. at the nite oso , regina which is my gf.. i hurt dao her bout hug hug things,, aiya.. am i a bad bf.. i think so.. so close to gal was not wat i chose to be.. its wat fate do.. now dis day never msg me again... its o.k for me... i noe u try to forget me .. try to end... but when i just wanna lost u .. i feel really stupid dint appreciate u .. i'm soli... everythings wot be same without u .. sob